How to Find the Superhero Within | Darryl "DMC" McDaniels on Impact Theory
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Kind: captions Language: en you gotta find a thing that makes you feel good and just continually non-stop every day without a paycheck doing it and that thing will empower everything else that you have to come into it you have a superpower he's so busy overlooking it and I'm saying he's so busy looking at what that actor got or what that rapper gah instead of looking at what you go the only thing that I had was a desire to create that's what made me more was everybody welcome to impact Theory you were here my friends because you believe the human potential is nearly limitless but you know that having potential is not the same as actually doing something with it so our goal with this show and company is to introduce you to the people and ideas that will help you actually execute on your dreams all right today's guest is one of the most iconic hip-hop artists of all time born in Hollis Queens he skyrocketed out of obscurity in the early 80s when he Rev Run and Jam Master Jay thrust hip hop into the mainstream changing the course of popular music forever they sold over 30 million albums set countless records and blazed the trail that all of hip-hop would soon be marching down but no one denies that they did it first they were the first rap group with a top 10 single the first to go gold the first to go platinum the first to get played on MTV the first with their own sneaker and the first to grace the cover of Rolling Stone and Spin Magazine by any measure today's guest is an icon in fact the image of him in a b-boy stance is the archetypal image of 80s hip hop and yet despite all of that for years he was so lost to depression that he constantly fantasized about committing suicide and due to a neurological condition called spasmodic dysphonia he was losing his voice literally and figuratively his role as a hip-hop pioneer seemed to be receding into the past and he had recently found out that he was adopted his whole world had been violently upended he no longer knew who he was and he tumbled head over heels in a downward spiral of drinking in isolation but at his lowest moment he heard a song so beautiful it reminded him that there were a may using things in this world left to experience and while it first his adoption had only intensified his desire to die ultimately it was his salvation wanting to help other orphans who'd been adopted or was still in foster care became his new purpose he got sober founded a nonprofit Felix organization and set out to help and along the way he's launched a comic book company designed to provide some of the empowerment he feels is missing in the world as he says revolutions begin with art so please help me in welcoming the man who was born to rock you can't say he's not and in case you forgot he's the king of rock the legendary darryl dmc' McDaniels [Applause] so crazy I was at the New York Comic Con ironic that comics would bring us together I'm absolutely obsessed who actually didn't tell you this story so I'm at the Kids booth next to yours and I was buying his comics cuz he's all about empowerment which is my whole thing and I see on the wall he's got an image of a kid with a DMC shirt running away from these aliens and he was like man you're buying so much like pick one of those for free right I was like dude you gotta give me the DMC one and he goes oh that's funny because he's standing right next to you I'm like what do you mean and he was like that's Darryl DMC mcdent literally you and I were like eight inches apart or you had your back to me so I'm like that can't be true he's like no I'm telling you it is so that's when I tapped you on the shoulder and I said we've been trying to get you on the show and you were super gracious and said yes and here we are that was the coolest thing that he had the kid in a shirt yeah in that world in that universe that really existed that that was really um um inspiring and flattering like that seeing that is better than getting a Grammy and something like that because that means you're part of an existence it's not separate from the people what do you mean by that cuz you've talked about that before yeah like I don't want praise and awards and salutations for my creations if you understand what I'm saying like okay I made a record you know who's saying my record was the best record that year I don't understand that you know it's it's like a created and it's a the purpose of it is to touch and connect with the people that it was that it is supposed to connect with you know I never looked at all you know music as a thing to be rewarded I think it's more of a thing that's supposed to be shared and enjoyed you know when you look at a band or you hear song you see a video or you go to the live show something you're getting entertained but I don't think I don't even think the artists realizes what this was created for you know what I'm saying I never got to experience the feeling of when people came up to me for 30 years you're sucking see changed my life yo raising hell got me through the hardest times in my you know in my life man I was in a dark place but when I heard this and that that didn't happen to me until I heard Sarah McLachlan's record if you know what I'm saying and when I met Sarah McLaughlin she said thank you for telling me that Darrow because that's what music is supposed to do that story has become pretty iconic in your retelling of the depression and all of that it was pretty fascinating walk us through that moment when your manager drags you to a party you didn't want to go to him during the debt like literal I'm standing on a rooftop I'm thinking about jumping from the depths of despair it was crazy what had happened was we came home from Europe and I live in Jersey now so they had to book me into JFK so I'm already a alcoholic suicide a metaphysical spiritual wreck is about to jump and kill herself that was the last straw piss now because I'm coming into JFK and I just made it worse that just and absoluto is funny that is it really made me upset and I'm not really an upset guy like I don't get mad over stuff like that but it was just that breaking point for me so I get in a car in a drive as he's driving out of JFK and it's like three lights before you get to develop Parkway so it's the first light you know we stopped at a light and you know I look up at him in the rearview mirror and to say so we driving again and you know I'm gonna kill myself you know I'm going through all these emotions and stuff when I looked up and he does it again so finally at the dairy light when I look up he doesn't turn he looks mean I guess he got his courage and turns around do you see I'm not supposed to do this but your music saved my life he got me through some of the hardest times you know when I was growing up finishing it please don't tell my boys can I just get an autograph and I'm like yo cool whatever matter of fact I'll take a picture with you so now he's open so now he's driving and he said you know cuz I'm a rapper now he turns he so cut turn the radio on so he turns it to hot 97 in New York City that was the last thing I wanted to hear my voice was leaving I couldn't rap you know and prior to that it was crazy I was turning on the TV and I'm seeing rappers say you know when I get 40 years old I might not even be rapping no more I'll have a company missing that this and that so in my mind I'm thinking is that what's happening with me like I didn't know what was going on you know I'm gonna be 40 soon so make a long story short when eight when I heard hip hop in 1997 you'll turn it to any station except that one and he turned it to light fm and you know her Sarah McLachlan song angel this was I think it was like 96 and 98 96 I think you believe it's 96 or 97 and when I heard those pianos in that voice something in me said yo Dee it may be effed up for you right now you may be feeling down you know like you want to kill yourself but if something this beautiful exists this is what a good reason to stay alive and for one whole year all I did was listen to Sarah McLachlan records that went on for a whole yeah and then my manager Eric and my publicist Tracy Miller they was like you're keeping busy keep Daryl busy so we don't really kill herself you know I'm saying and he strike and it was it was getting out of hand so he comes to me one day and he says yo we going to LA I got two tickets for Clive Davis Grammy party no you know Clive Davis cramming party everybody looks forward to you know I'm saying like people who sell their souls to the devil to girls so he looks at when he says y'all got these two tickets to go man we don't any Grammy people and I said nope I'm going staying right here I'm listening to my Sarah McLachlan just thank you that's well I look the other understand all I look forward to it was the only thing in the world that made me feel good and he looked at me and he said yo I worked real hard to get these tickets the way he looked I know he went through a lot to get those two tickets I said okay I'll go with you so we get in the party and Eric he's trying to be manageable y'all go do the red carpet I said no [ __ ] I only came here just for your ass I'm staying here one hour and I'm going back to my listen to my Sarah McLaughlin so he said come on Dean he's Johnny know people love you people want to hear from you this and that you know I'm saying you DMC listener you know you supposed to be doing this I took a chair and I put about a door 59 58 57 56 the countdown has now begun so he walks away frustrated and I'm sitting there like I said Stevie Wonder comes in and the joke is Stephen and see me see these boys see me so Stevie's guide to have Stevie's there walking in and I'm sent by the door so Stevie's boys see me it's real fun he's guy it was the coolest thing Tara Stevie towards me and I'm sitting in I'm eating them like Stevie effing Wonder hope he bumps into the wall and his knee I mean that's not far wrong cuz I never don't come mess with me I'm only here now I want to get back to my room - listen Sarah McLachlan so Stevie comes over hey how you doing DMC you guys are great he walks away Alicia Keys walks in she sees me damn see I always see running wrestling this and I never get to see you it's an honor to meet you this and I'm like Alicia Keys I've literally said I hope goodness is bad I said I hope the piano falls and smashes her fingers that's evil that's just evil but that's where I was at and I'm saying cuz that whole thing this is BS to me this is [ __ ] to me be an innocent it so she leaves and then Buster ROM comes in he's the last person that I needed to see cuz now ladies and gentlemen pay attention these guys didn't just change hip-hop they changed everything they change fashion and Buster making the biggest scene elven I'm like so he literally gets the whole Lobby to turn and acknowledge me whoa it's crazy and he walks away so I'm sitting there guess who walks in Sarah McLachlan so it was that that's that lady who made the song that damn there saved my life in the Senate okay do you get it together just get up and walk over to her and tell her what her song did so I'm walking over towards and she sees me coming she's like do you MC it's tricky to rock over I'm rock over on this right so it's tricky my deed is oh so I'm talking to myself I'm going CD that's another reason not to kill yourself even Sarah McLachlan likes your song so I just go up ten I see you miss McLachlan the name of the record is angel you sound like angel people say you're an angel but you're not a angel to me you're God I listen to your record 24 hours seven days a week when I go to the gym isn't it crazy like on every day I don't leave home without a dissonant so she's looking at me with the kind of like okay I just wanted to say how do I say I don't wanna list but when I finished that she looked at me and she shook my hand she said thank you for telling me that Darrell and she said these words that was that's what music is supposed to do she shakes my hand she walks away the song just had a vibe and energy and that energy that thing that that song was was the only thing that made me feel good and our lives is about feeling good not about just who we are about just feeling good about everything and supposed to feel right and I do a lot of talking on mental health and stuff like that mentally spiritually emotionally all it if you're not feeling good about every part of your existence none of your relationships will work out that record was the only thing that made me feel complete when I found out that I was adopted what was happening was I started drinking again and in my mind I try to rationalize and say I'm drinking again because I celebrating the newfound part of my identity which was you know I'm trying to come up with some excuse to drink again and that was going on for probably like my wife no I was drinking Eric no I was drinking everybody around me no I was drinking but it wasn't tell about I would say eight months when I started drinking started getting out of hand and you know my wife family she finally confronted me I love women because they're so perceptive she looked at me she said this to me she said [ __ ] you [ __ ] drinking cuz you can't handle a [ __ ] fact that you just found out that she was adopted and I tried to deny that but she was a hundred percent right the rehab thing allowed me to see what I was doing and then it allowed me to see why I was doing it and then it made me discover well I'm obsessive compulsive disorders and this and that and anxiety and it made me realize that when I first started drinking it's because I thought it I needed help to be who I was trying to be with friend EMC and the reason why I say that is because when I went through rehab now denim sober the things that made me feel good I was able to see and feel again like people think they need stuff I realized all you need to do is feel good about who you are but I'm talking about really just feeling good when you feel good everything comes to you what had happened me was this I was this little kid named Darryl McDaniels from Hollis Queens knew your you know I got attracted to comic books I went to Catholic school my whole life because there's always a source to go back and find out where neskowin I went to Catholic school in my whole life in the middle of Hollis Queens New York there was Saint Pasco Bell on elementary school I wore a uniform I carried a big book bag that says st. Pasco bail on in elementary school I wore glasses before this is before I rounded let them my glasses is cool now and I'm saying but I got teased bullied and picked on cuz I went to Catholic school I was a little nerdy kid straight-a student by the way Oh always on the honor roll five and six stars on the forehead that but that in Hollis wasn't cool the public school cares a funny they like you got a uniform on you go to Catholic school they literally thought you're your family's rich they pay for you go to school run it so I got my lunch money taking all of that me and my wearing my glasses back then it wasn't cool the way I made it cool now it was hey four-eyes hey binoculars hey spectacles come here huh did you see that like life was miserable but I loved school I was one of those kids that couldn't understand why the hell do we gotta be out of school from June July August September I think because of that I was considered weird I didn't understand why we gotta have a break in school but for me and I'll tell you what it was just something about the new textbook and new pens and this is new pencil sharpener the newness of that and then new white pages waiting to be written or I used to smell the books which is something about reading and write getting the knowledge and then releasing it now I'm putting the connection together so I'm this little cave I just have to walk ten minutes from my house to get the same pass go bail on it was the worst ten minutes of my life but I made it to school but honors in school loved it straight-a student when that bell rang at the end of the year scariest thing for me cuz now that I make it back home so I gotta make it back home get home and take off my uniform an input on my plate for soccer fit in so that was my life but when I was home my perfect world was this world of comic books the superheroes DC and especially Marvel DC was cool but Gotham and metropolis was fictional but I loved flash he was favored to read and draw Superman just as League all of that well marvel on the other hand was brilliant cast an Lea put the superheroes in New York so when I opened up a Marvel comic book it wasn't my fantasy it was real to me but why do you think I run about Queens all these times I live in Queens spider-man lives in Queens Peter Parker Liz I can relate to that and he's smart so comic books was my perfect world I was I was I was powerful woman I wasn't ashamed of being Who I am I fit right in with Tony Stark's Peter Parker and David Banner so I'm doing all these comic books but it did something else now I went to all of this and then when I got sober it awakened me to some it made me realize man comic books set me up for something that I didn't even know what's about to happen to me and what I mean by that was comic books did two things for me it made me a great student because I was oh that's what I did was recover books if I wasn't reading my comic books I was doing some type of homework but to comic books their educators overlooked something there was a generation where take the comic books from the kids the kid shouldn't read the comic books but they overlook the fact that by me these comic books made me an excellent student for instance I learned about World War two in history but I'll go home your imagination in your mind is real because Captain America takes me there I'm there when you're reading something the emotions just like you there I learn about the Sun the moons and stars and all of that the surfer takes me to teacher I was flying around Maura's last night so it was just something very powerful about there so I am a leaf the weapon when it comes to reading and writing and all that because I'm really I'm learning words and that's net this is what comic books did for me every comic book and Marvel gave the character title and Marvel taught me define yourself of an adjective and then tell the world who you are such as if I say amazing you'll say if I say incredible you'll say that's being instilled in me and this is that was my whole life as a kid all of a sudden 1978 it was there already but I'm still a kid that's when I noticed Stanko hip-hop comes over the bridge the DJ's and the emcees it wasn't reckless with MCS and DJs the rat was the thing the MCS there so I'm noticing all the block parties and all the house parties in a street parties and stuff hey I'm still not a paying attention to her cuz I'm and to my comic books is stuff like that and all the older kids my brother boobie and Anthony I'll remember Anthony was at first in our neighborhood the kids turntables in his house like the park DJ's then boobie got a set of turntables like the park DJ's so my brother Alfred who's rolling with dumb of course he got to get some but me and my brother alpha we got a problem we don't sell we so we don't got no money but we got a huge comic book collection somewhere brother comes and I when he walked in the room I knew he was gonna he's the old era that this idea how we gonna get some tables we're going I was like no don't say if we're gonna do a comic book sale so big brothers are funny because we did a comic book sale and check it out when we was doing a comic book sale true story we put up little papers handwritten signs I spread the word so now me and my brother we get enough money we get the turntables and my brother girls yo when I ain't home don't touch my turntables so he teased but he would leave and I were going to basement so I learned to do the good times thing so that's what I was doing I wanted to be a DJ I created this guy called Grandmaster get high because you don't need weed or old English because my beats and music will intoxicate you so that's me that was the beginning of me manifesting things I was in the basement pretending not to I ain't have no aspirations the b-flat flash does that this is me pretending to pee what that guy did on a cassette tape the same way I used to put my favorite blanket on my neck and run through the house I'm Batman and I'm Superman it was all make-believe so that's what was gonna my brother comes home with wrappers to light this and now I'm like whatever at thing goes with that so I learned rap is the lake it's like I said I want to be an only kid in there but then about two weeks later this was the life-changing moment he comes home with a red label record if said enjoy and big black letters and he puts the needle on a record now rap is the light was three guys rapping one goggle second goggle through goggle longest record was over he put the needle on this record and this thing says it was a party night everybody was breaking in the house was screaming in her face was shaking in it won't be long till everybody knowing that flash now heard the DJ 52 good flashes on the P boxcars and it wasn't no hip-hop to hit Davis and sha na na and then Italian Caucasian Japanese Spanish Indian Negro Vietnamese MC disc jockey Shaw flack hitch for the young ladies then this happened introducing the crew you got to see to believe five different voices whip one two three four five MCS one dude said I'm melly-mel and I rock it so well in the next room said and I'm missing this because I rock the best in the third do that rocky in all the ladies dreaming and somebody said cowboy and I make your jump for joy and then the fifth guy said Cree owner of aforesaid solid go kid Creole playing a road dig dis where the Furious Five poster fast giving you a blast of show enough class so to prove to you all that was second enough we're gonna make 5 MC sound like wine like the [ __ ] I'm sweating now what the [ __ ] this is crazy I said yeah i sat there over and over and over and over listen to that record over and over and over and over - I got a right I got her right just just that thing the rapper's delight' thing that these guys just did go with the DJ fasting so simultaneously I became creme has to get high and I must easy MC easy D and I was in my basement just pretending a whole career all I was doing everything that I was getting from comic books define yourself with an adjective and then you tell the world who you are which is what these guys were doing on air what Mars was gonna go a little further because I had something I was drawn for hearing them rapping the graffiti that was on a wall the breakdancers that era that area early of hip-hop was like the damn comic book them jump off the pages and got on a wall there was brick the colors there Dida suits and stuff like that the personalities it was like superhero that's why I related to it so much but the whole thing of make-believe make-believe make-believe nowadays I tell kids if anybody looks at you and says you're into corny make-believe pretend [ __ ] you might get in trouble stand up on your desk in the middle of class and leech it just like King Kong and say you're goddamn right Here I am pretending to be a DJ like flash in the MC like melly-mel in my own world I said I'm going to become now that you understand what sent my basement going I'm gonna become the most powerful entity in the hip-hop universes mild-mannered Catholic school kid Darryl McDaniels when he steps to that microphone the initials of my name is DMC but he's no longer Darryl McDaniels he transforms into the devastating my controlling DMC then I was sitting in one day and I was sitting I was going okay Thor it's the son of Odin from Asgard he got two brother named Loki and he got a hammer I'm Daryl making fun it for the Mike thing I'm Darrell I'm saying I'm gonna take that and put it with this Mike thing I'm Darryl McDaniels from Hollis Queens I got a father named by fruit and a brother named Alfred mic so I may become son of Byford brother of Al Ben as my mother and runs my pal its McDaniels not McDonald's these rhymes or Darrell's those burgers or Ronald's I ran down my family tree my mother my father my brother and me hip-hop excited me because I was like you could tell stories about who you are over music so my stories we're gonna be written like superheroes make a loss are short 12 great comes we get gardens council gives us the sheet saying you're about to graduate you got to think about what you're gonna be in life and your time to grow up in its net so they put this sheet in front of me and I'm like I don't know what the hell I want to be I'm a kid I'm gonna go home and read my comic books and write rhymes and pretend to be flash but I'm a shy little kid Catholic school kid hip-hop was the thing that gave me power to express who I was dissin air in a powerful way it's just so powerful that before that hey for us a spectacles oh I got you now I'm on the [ __ ] this Mike thing is taking the number left D is for doing it all of the top aims for the rhymes that all my C's for cool cool s competing room and say why you wear those glasses so I can see shut everybody now so now people don't even wanna wear glasses is wearing glasses now you know I'm saying so that's what I was doing what do you teach kids now about that moment about finding their real voice about not getting lost either in the need to succeed or money or whether I talk is this a kid yesterday asked me at Berklee music skew and he looked really seriously what do you do with rejection I look now say there's no such thing as rejection there's only projection if they didn't like what you did go and make another one and so both of those down at 3 do not be ashamed of yourself do not be ashamed of yourself now that's hard why because the way the world is you know social media forget for for social media you just had the people in the neighborhood the bullies and the jealous people and all of that you gotta find a thing that makes you feel good and just continually stop every day without a paycheck doing it and that thing will empower everything else that you have to come into it how do you cultivate that confidence like you said there's two things that seem to give you confidence in your life all the English and then comic books so all English was a false sense of power she was sadly now in America Trump's not the problem the problem has been for the last 15 years here in America using disrespect ignorance illiteracy and violence and negativity Desa forces of power who you are is the thing that's gonna break down every wall for instance when I got in the hip hop the early things of hip hop and I'm able to talk about this because I didn't say I'm gonna do this I had to discover this in hip hop early hip hop was so-called black ghetto music it was everything was a message song cousin a message broken glass air soul a message one message to life and I got a weave inmate it's like that in our times everything was that but I was sitting there like even in the dirt poor down who did some good nice fun stuff so when I got on a mic on and say I had guns I didn't run tell drug dealers I talked about why I've said DMC's the only emceed I could talk about chicken and collard greens st. John's University and Christmas they make a gangster I talk about my glasses I didn't say you know I'm saying I didn't talk about cars run always I got a big log caddy just to run and just see them fly you know I take your girl let's stay on it none of my wife see imma take your girl matter fact I'm scared of your girl you know I'm saying I see some lipstick and stuff I'm [ __ ] sweating I'm out it I'm out of here my therapist told me the power thing to give you an example he said I'm 35 years ago you had the power not to go down this big catechism my depression I said what do you mean he said when you would have said I'm not doing that record here I said I'm not working when that person because I don't like the way they operate or not now I don't want to do a show for this kindness and he sees against for what I stand for the first reaction of the world is oh you gonna walk away from all this money and D users a hell yeah I'm going to remote honor books it sounds cliche everybody you have a superpower you're so busy overlooking it and I'm saying you're so busy looking at but that actor gotta what that rapper gah instead of looking at what you got the only thing that I had was a desire to create that's what made me who I was I don't need to write this record to be on a radio I don't need to write the record to be on TV I don't need to write the record to get a check I'm gonna write the record now I feel good about it that's so important what do you hope people get out of the comic like you could do anything at this point you have so much fame so much attention aimed at you and obviously I know why you're doing it because you love it you've made that really really clear in this entire interview but what do you hope people get out of this Briggs Morales who is my editor-in-chief and Riggs Morales is I got it convinced me to do the comic book went for meeting in Atlantic Records it was a music meeting because Eric's brother had an artist and he wanted to shop so are going to meeting with Briggs Morales in a race for people that want to know who Riggs is he was Eminem's right-hand man over at Shady Records and on the rise of that great Empire Riggs cool guy that's an a legendary guy so I'll go in the music meeting I sit down and race goes Joe I'm usually very professional I never fan out and he used these worse but do you see man you was like my superhero man or where you looked in the way you sound and I'm like whoa and my joke was oh my god I've been discovered because this hip-hop thing has always been a cover for me being a superhero and he just asked me you know what was it like when he was a kid and I was like oh wow I went to Catholic school my whole life and all I did was read and draw comics he said comics I'm sorry and draw come he said comics I said yeah and we sat there for three hours and we're talking about comics Marvel DC did everything that I just told you he told me what he was going through and the whole thing all of that dissing that he was like just he was like wow so he said D you should do a comic book I said no I don't want to do a comic book and he said why not I said cuz I don't want to be a rapper dad just because I had a hit record thinking I could do everything he rolled he said that's crazy like wow he said oh that's very but he said yo D with your comic book this is my answer question what's your comic book you can do everything you've always done with your music and more in this form and I said what do you mean educate inspire motivate and entertain and when he said that to me all right I'm in it so he said yo here's what I'm gonna do Comic Con was coming three years ago I'm gonna take you to New York City Comic Con so he takes me in a New York City Comic Con now remember I'm sober and then went through everything that I went through they said I'm feeling good about my life there was one missing ingredient to complete the transformation I'm walking in New York City Comic Con and I see all the comic books I had that my brother made me sell I seen lost in space I see the Addams Family in the monster and the Flintstones I see Bruce Lee in a kung fu movie everything everybody artistically is made up of everything that was visually and conceptually presented to him through pop culture Who I am really sitting here in you I'm The Addams Family I'm the Jetsons I'm the I'm the Brady Bunch after school I'm the monsters I'm almost comic Marvel comic books and those DC comic I'm Bruce Lee of all of that so I walked in there and it just hit me and we walked around comic-con and Rick's turns to me any goals and it's crazy he's I'm happy done I'm in heaven right now he's still thinking about what he said in the office so he turns to me said Dean um when we create this comic book what would you call your company and I'm like what no we're gonna create a ticket to Marvel and DC says no he says no do your hip hop we're gonna be what Marvel and DC has already been like he's just now it's just I'm nervous but he says yo you can't use Marvel you can't use DC can't use image can't use value this name what would you call your company and the reason why I'm saying it's like this is like like I said everybody's so busy let me get this into something I gotta be like um you know I gotta be like Bill Gates and I gonna feel like this and then everything that you need message to totally be successful to drop it out back to the DMC thing it just came to me devastating my controller DS for doing it all other time instead of Darryl McDaniels no I'm just call my comic book Huntley Darrell makes comics because that's what I wanna be doing so Rick's is like yeah he was like I love it and so a year later we had our first issue out that's also um the effort that we put into stuff the effort that we put into stuff could be empowered to make it effortlessly if we never forget who we are and another perfect example of that is this I went to every top throat doctor in New York City I went to Lenny Kravitz knocked up I went to Mariah Carey's doctor and now you know if they can't fix your voice something's wrong I'll go to all of them they do to test this and that they take the microscope x-ray and they looked me in my eyes and says son there's nothing physically wrong what you thought what my voice was leaving I'm talking at one time i voicing the last good thing that i got out and i said if i do doc because i was still drinking at the time was the sarah mclachlan record in the vocal performance on that it's not good at all it's just overshadowed by what the record means and that's a powerful thing to your voice your voice is not how you sound a speak your voice your vibration is who you are in this and i got away from that and i went to all of these doctors i mean it was crazy and my voice didn't come back until I got sober and it didn't come back strongly till I started doing it so again in a room with rigs in a guard oh my Eric okay it's gonna be the DMC universe and it's gonna be in that 80's IQ and this it is fun this is on a sound like the 80s it's gonna feel like the AED but the question Twitter is that the eighties it could be the future so we gonna sit there DFC is gonna be the first superhero from the DMC on the universe she's not gonna be the only one but he's gonna be the first one and then this universe is already gonna be superheroes they're the MCS now I'm gonna fight the villains he's gonna fight this and that's all I did and then we do it and we finish it and people love this oh [ __ ] we got to do another one then we go into another one and that's what happened what happened to me was I stopped being Daryl so stop and then that's brave I in this this brought me just waking up and creating again and then it aspired me to do music again that's awesome man I totally get what you're saying about staying true to who you are and that ties in to my final question which is what is the impact that you want to have on the world I want people not to be afraid to be themselves no matter what circumstances they in your situation doesn't define who you are you define who you are thank you so much for coming guys not only is he one of the most iconic entertainers of all time as you just saw he's one of the most incredible storytellers ever one you're gonna want to dive into the comic what he's trying to bring to the world that through narrative through everything that we talked about today about the the danger legitimate danger of losing your sense of self that the way to get back out of that is to refine that center to find a purpose to have something that you believe in and that that is gonna be the path towards building that compelling future that thing that's going to get you out of that and he said that he learned a lot in therapy and one of the most important things he learned is you've got to speak up for yourself and one of the most important things to me the thing that I find ironically so exciting about superheroes is the underlying theme that nobody's coming to save you that's what the superhero understands and it's the superhero who realizes there is no one else and what I think is so fascinating about DMC is he's been that guy for an entire generation of people who realize by hearing a voice unlike anything else they'd ever heard rapping about not being good at scratching but being good at drawing which is one of his actual lyrics and he says the Easter eggs are hidden all throughout his music and you can go back and listen to them the way that he's describing superhero culture of things that superheroes does and I hope you guys heard and understood what he was saying about that was his world of make-believe but in making other people believe that he believed it himself and he actually went on to do it so the guy who becomes one of the most iconic and successful entertainers of all time it starts from creating something he wanted to believe about in himself so man I hope you take that away from the episode and I hope that you dive into this guy's world the music and everything that he's done outside of that it's absolutely incredible definitely pick up the comic book it's amazing you guys are gonna love it all right if you haven't already be sure to subscribe and until next time my friends be legendary take care hey everybody thank you so much for watching and being a part of this community if you haven't already be sure to subscribe you're gonna get weekly videos on building a growth mindset cultivating grit and unlocking your full potential
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