GothamChess: Hans Niemann, Magnus Carlsen, Cheating Scandal & Chess Bots | Lex Fridman Podcast #327
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Kind: captions Language: en I have anal beads that are communicating with stockfish via Bluetooth we'll get to that if you cheat you play God you decide when the game is over you can fake bad moves you can fake everything you can even if you're cheating quote unquote the right way you're gonna lose plenty of games to avoid getting detected what's the probability that Hans cheated over the board against Magnus in St Louis I think day by day the evidence is slowly starting to show more and more that he's cheated it like like how Magnus said more than he said and more recently the following is a conversation with Levy Rosman also known as Gotham chess he's a professional chess player and educator I highly recommend you check out his YouTube channel called Gotham chess this is a Lex Friedman podcast to support it please check out our sponsors in the description and now dear friends here's Levy Rosman you're known for being able to guess people's ELO rating so what do you think just by looking at my face deep into my eyes uh what's my ELO rating here I'll help you I'll I'll do E4 for the listener I actually read that stockfish prefers E4 does it really I actually didn't know that because it maximizes the number of tactical options so that makes sense the variety answer is 3400 which is I believe stockfish uh you guessed people's ELO chest rating what what's that take how hard is it to do that and like how would you actually do that like what are telltale signs of red flags about a person at different ratings is there something you look for yeah I think you can separate it something like the very first the zero to about eight nine hundred for simplicity's sake I'm gonna use the trust.com rating system because leeches is slightly different it tends to go to 300 points higher than chess.com sometimes even four or five hundred points higher but then it catches up they catch up around 22 2300 I would say what's chess.com what's lead chess can you like yeah so explain what the difference is and what they are they're two chess websites uh good starting point yes chess.com is it it has obviously the free option where you can play games you get some sort of puzzles every single day you get some sort of lessons every single day but then they have tiered memberships where you can pay annually or per month that you can unlock all the other features and like what like for training for like for training puzzles and all that kind of yeah they have unlimited puzzles but they also have their biggest selling point for sure is like a dedicated game review that it's like very flashy and sophisticated and the coach will literally tell you what you did wrong every single moment the computer evaluated a mistake but the most important thing that they have is they offer International masters Grand Masters the opportunity to make video Lesson libraries which hundreds of hours of anything I can even learn some stuff on there probably I have anal beads that are communicating with stockfish via Bluetooth yeah we will get to that yes we will get to that uh it's epic it's actually scary how many people think that's a real thing by the way which is the danger of the internet but we yeah we will get into that but I tend to believe that people believing a thing that's hilarious at scale will make that thing a reality I will deal on on this I think people manifest the meme the meme becomes real so that but that that's I in all walks of life I I think there is something about humor sort of uh being uh why doesn't why did I I was gonna well was I I was going to say is I feel like humor becomes a lubricant for the trajectory of human civilization and I don't know why the word lubricant went into my head which means I understand yeah but it's very Freudian anyway so uh to zero to 900 if you're a 1300 player you were saying if you're not good at end games you don't understand how to convert positions that have seven or eight pieces left on the board you don't know when you're supposed to activate your king you don't know how a bishop outplays a knight with just several pawns on the board those are all very important things because it's not just about knowing the theoretical end games like some positions in chess are literally solved if I showed you a position I asked what's the evaluation and how do you win it there's a technique you're supposed to know that technique and the coaches on chess.com can help or no yeah so these lesson libraries it's not like a live lesson it's pre-recorded training position walk you through it and then there's a dynamic Factor as well where you can practice you can practice the theoretical and you can practice a practical game where there's no set format to do something it's just based on your previous experience basically leeches is their entire thing is it's an open source website that tries to be as free as possible and operates totally on donations they don't have any advertisements they don't have which is weird because normally in big competitive settings it's all capitalistic you have one big entity and another big entity and they're both for-profit but in this case the big argument is well they offer a lot of things for free you can analyze your games for free you can you can go in into leeches's lessons library and do things for free the comparison that I always make is chess.com is basically like having a good personal trainer and having someone to help you at the gym leeches says you have to do the all the stuff yourself so you can combine YouTube with leeches No One's Gonna really point you in the right direction you got to go fully explore on your own if you want to do it you can I also like to say can I make a controversial joke yes okay Ardent Alicia supporters are like very angry uh you know only a vegetarian or or vegan folks because they will tear you apart and try to convert you as much as possible did you just did you just point a large number of of uh haters onto this uh very podcast is this what just happened no is there like several people that were very upset at you right now no and throwing things okay no that's always the joke that I've made because if people have chess.com and I love all people but I'm just saying chess.com patrons do not try to actively convert folks only chess folks on leechas are like you know there's a memechess.com it started at Lee chess started started somewhere in red on Reddit Anarchy chess kind of a oh so leeches is a little bit of an anarchist organization would you would you go as far as to say there are terrorist terrorist extremist organization are we going there for legal reasons that's uh I thought leeches has like really good analysis like somebody does it have an engine for analysis of like games or is that is that an open source thing that like they both do they both use stockfish 15. okay and then the rest is the interface around stock stockfish that shows it's tough It's it's the life so chess has a live server where you and I can play a game against each other we just both seek and if we have the same rating we have the same criteria yep we'll play a game but there's also reviewing your own games there's an opening database so you can see what the most popular Trends are so leeches is great like I'm I'm sponsored by charles.com and I will openly say that but you can't have you're deeply biased yes okay but I'm also complimenting the competitor okay but uh can you play games on leeches or is it just for analysis yeah yeah you can yeah so it's the same exact thing so they're like legitimately competitors not exactly the same thing but they have the they're trying to match for features but you're saying lead chest is more chaotic and then chess.com is more like professional yeah I don't know I don't know if it's chaotic I just know that it's uh you have to No One's Gonna Hold Your Hand if you if if you go to to leeches you absolutely can you can play games you can analyze your games but you have to discover yourself the whole point of shells.com is to make the journey as simple as possible uh but I also firmly believe you can't have any sort of growth in chess without a chess.com or a chest 24. what time oh what's chess 24. so just 24 was another live server with some lesson libraries and so on but uh they were I think the process was they were bought by play Magnus so let's play Magnus play magnets that's Magnus Carlson's thing he doesn't own it he owns some stake in it I think nine or ten percent they owned a bunch of Chess companies including chess 24 but now it seems like they're either merging or basically getting acquired by chess.com got it and then play Magnus it's an app also where you can play Max different levels but there's also the educational stuff yes okay the for-profit chess companies make the option for Grand Masters to make a living to make chess and esport yeah leeches is great it doesn't put on any events there's no commentary so you you can have both in theory and probably some controversy is good does chess.com like sponsor you to help you out in some way like what's the connection between your videos and streams and so on in chess.com like are they supporting people in that way or no my content they don't necessarily I just make whatever I want like I don't have I'm not sense like if they do something stupid I will call out their leadership it's not like but uh I to have the logo up like in my YouTube videos yeah that's just that kind of stuff yeah so anyway back to uh I mean that was really helpful I was confused about all that um the guessing people's rating so the thing you mentioned about the end game if you don't know what the hell you're doing with the end game what does that mean about you writing if you don't know how to finish with just a few pieces on the board you could be my rating and game is tough that's the self-deprecating humor we tuned in for uh games are hard man yeah you can't have there's a reason Magnus is the best it's because seven hours into a game when everybody's given up he's still squeezing juice out of the fruit so that's the way I would describe it so that's not good source of information if you no within the first 15 moves generally you can tell because you can tell how well they played the opening so how well they knew what they were supposed to memorize what they were supposed to play and then how they react to peace interactions so if they are faced with a move that a more advanced player would deal with very swiftly because there's kind of a natural response that gives you information if they move their King when they're in check when they didn't have to that's a massive giveaway some people just think oh I'm in check so I have to move my king okay so it's like how direct the response of your play is to the danger so like if you're more moving like multiple pieces at a time meaning like you're moving like the pieces are like tied together in interesting ways and then okay okay like what about like uh what about the opening can you tell also because a lot of people can memorize openings right yeah but takes two to tango so you could memorize a bunch of stuff but if you're 900 and I'm 900 your rating is fluctuating all over the place in the in this podcast I feel yeah Solve 13 900 yeah you can memorize things I'm gonna play some crap and you can't play the way you you memorize them because I have to respond to you in certain ways so you will either respond the way you think you're supposed to respond and that will probably be incorrect or now you have to figure out how to deal with the fresh position oh so the 900 will reflect itself in both cases yeah yeah I wonder if actually so uh do you know your current rating or no or your top rating what was your topic I know both my current ELO like over the board now is 23 20 my Peak was 24 30. oh cool so can you play like a 900 player like can you force yourself yeah so you can like given that you've guessed a lot of Elo ratings can you kind of emulate that it's kind of an interesting question yeah yeah of course before I was doing YouTube and twitch I was teaching kids so I had to not only did I have to play at their rating I also had to play and sometimes even behave and explain things in a way that the kid could understand so absolutely yeah I think that's what contributed to the growth of the channel frankly I kind of understood how beginners thought about the game so yeah you did um you taught people chess you coach people for for many years I guess in New York yeah New York what did you learn about the way people learn from that so like how how do people that were successful at getting good at chess quickly what were the some of the commonalities some of the patterns that you saw obsession yeah what does Obsession look like I would say it's Obsession and also and also love of the game so if you're bored you don't want to watch a show you want to boot up chess.com or leeches just for just so I don't get flamed by any anyone in the audience uh and you just so you're saying Lee chess people are the ones that would attack aggressively they're the kind of probably the chest 24 people oh that's another so there's nothing I didn't know I thought chest 24 was part of the chess.com well now yes uh cult or tribe or whatever terms we want to use no I'm sure there's even more places to play live there always have been more places to play live but uh just like I'm leech has dominated no it's just 24 is this is rough for live interface of course they have good courses and everything but yeah I got it I got it and some are even good people or whatever yeah that quote goes okay like uh Obsession that means the way they look at the board when they're bored how quickly do they return to the chess board that kind of stuff just like how many hours a day they want to spend yes they spend and wants to spend some kids definitely have a talent of course there's this eternal debate Talent versus hard work I don't necessarily know if it's a talent for chess specifically but it's a talent for I'm sure there's some sort of spatial visualization in your mind your you start picking up what squares are controlled by your pieces and opponent's pieces faster your memory is much stronger so you you don't just learn openings like we discussed you learn literal patterns such as oh I remember this from two tournaments ago I remember this from a game I played just yesterday and you just keep playing and playing and playing but I think the one commonality I think I've seen in all kids it's uh Obsession you have to play a lot and I've seen kids who are brilliant kids like if you give them a page of tactics puzzles they saw faster than anybody they can pick things up here super fast they're a pleasure to teach they go to a tournament disaster they can't handle the anxiousness they can't handle that silent face-to-face war with another six-year-old they can't even handle there's also trash dog that's like one sentence by a kid can throw off your prize student and I've seen kids just totally disintegrate I've seen also my students bully other kids corn my student wasn't that strong but they're verbal Warfare which is not allowed but goes unnoticed it's not even verbal Warfare like just going like like a little little like like facial expressions you would make at the board hey I didn't even think about that that's pretty creepy the intensity not creepy that's not the right word but there's an intensity in that silence over the board like you can probably hear stuff like just like it's super quiet it's like a library yep and then there's just a tension that builds you can hear the breathing yeah and at the highest level both sides are involved in a battle that they both foresee 99 of the time that's the scary part is that you both see the exact same thing it's very rare you play Move It I didn't see it it's that I misevaluated it I saw the move could be played but I missed something three or four moves deeper you play that move and suddenly you're excited and I'm nervous but all of a sudden you make an inaccuracy and now the tide shifts right we could be on totally different planes throughout the game or we could be on the same plane throughout the game so it's it's really fascinating it yeah so your thought is when you see a move that to you seems sub often when you start to think what was that we start to try to make sense of that did you miscalculate or did they miscalculate what isn't that what Magnus is really good at is taking people away from like making sub-optimal moves to take him away from the known uh openings or is that unfair to say yeah he gets part of his really dominant reputation I think from not letting people get into Ultra theoretical positions he just won this tournament this online tournament and he said he had a young player strategy he had an anti sorry a anti-young player strategy what's that mean it means that by move seven or eight you go to the database no games the kid is on their own they have to swim on their own yeah and they have to deal with the Strategic complexities of the position which he just he gets and he might get from just an enormous database within his brain of historical games that have similar structures or just sheer Genius Like We we won't know yeah it's a mix of the two for sure the younger you are you can't remember a game played in 1951 and some bar in the Soviet Union but he does because he read a book once or a magazine once and he just remembers just remembers he remembers the structure which it's just it's not fair it's crazy right what do you think makes them if we can sort of link on it what do you think makes them so good I think it's the memory and I think it's he just seems to get the game better than anybody else that's the best way I I can describe it in sports you have reaction time you have strength you have but also as he's now evolving it's stamina so there have been games that if you put two other 2750 rated players or world top 10 players they would have drawn the game the game would have ended the game nobody would have won it you put Magnus as one of the aggressors in that game suddenly the chance of Victory doubles from five percent to ten percent weird what's that about because it was a game six against netball league right uh isn't stockfish say that it's supposed to be a draw so 0.00 does mean a draw sometimes but other times it means since the joke I always make it means the stockfish is out for a smoke break it can you explain the joke and can you explain 0.00 yes so when so stockfish will show an evaluation which determines whether the position is equal slightly better for one side slightly better for the other side or completely winning you can 0.00.2 minus 0.2 that's all within a balance you can say okay black has a little sprinkle of activity something white has that but if it's zero zero zero it could be literally a dead draw meaning theoretically just impossible to win but oftentimes what that means is the smoke break joke is Cypress doesn't know there is so much complexity within the position the combinations of different moves that are acceptable and okay it cannot evaluate correctly wow so even the end games are tough for stockfish which is why Magnus won that game because there was practical value remaining it wasn't a dead draw he continued to ask questions over the course of six or seven hours he would sacrifice a pawn he would sacrifice another Pawn to damage the structure evaluation stayed the same because a machine could stop him but not young and that was one of my favorite re that that game ruined my whole day by the way it destroyed because yeah I made so many plans that day it completely ruined my day but it was a very worthy recap you were just all in you watched that whole game I watched the whole game and the world championship was a crazy time because I wanted to be first with the recap video but I also wanted to be best with the recap video so I spent all the hours of the games watching all the live broadcasts and getting all the information all the variations and trying to put that into the recap it was it was a lot of fun it was a huge adrenaline done when it was all over so just for people who don't know that's the most recent World Championship um so you had a I mean that that was a draw after draw after dry after dry yeah and it was It was kind of boring in that way or maybe our draws is there like non-boring Parts within the draw to you when you were like just studying it carefully for me yes for the average viewer no that's the truth especially when the game itself is not that exciting when Magnus plays a strange move on move nine or ten that hasn't ever been played and then Jan has to try to exploit it and he fails and no attack builds up and they Shuffle their pieces for three hours my favorite thing is when the commentators like I don't know why he did that I wonder why he did that like yeah when the commentators are confused that's my as a as a person who's just a spectator just like that's that's interesting because then you the most interesting part is about listening to the commentators who I guess themselves might be Grandmasters uh all yeah they are trying to I guess just like nepo just like Magnus tried to figure out what's the idea here what are you thinking that's cool that's that's that's an interesting part of the game but other than that it's it seemed um yeah I was sure this is just gonna keep being a draw especially in that situation so it's almost it seems almost remarkable that his uh Magnus was able to put pull out a win in game six and after that at least Magnus said that that that ends it because now Knapp was gonna have to take more risks and that opens it up to Pure chest and then um who was it uh Steve Prefontaine said like whenever it's whenever there's a race is down to like pure guts then that's when I win it there was also a conversation about eons first half second half in any tournament in the first half he's just brilliant on fire you could even say he was out playing Magnus but the entire conversation before the match was young slows down and at the first sign of a loss or a setback the match might fall apart and that was the worst way to lose there was literally no worse way and it just got worse from there and there I mean it was one move mistakes and but he's back won the candidates again he's going to play for the world championship so who you got who who you got what is what is this swing terminology can we like somehow edit that into a more sophisticated with the British accent type of phraseology okay who do you think will win that match I think it's 55.45 but I don't know so it's close it's very close Okay you can make both cases you could say ding you could say Jan has been here before you can say to the world championship stage he knows what it's like to have a training camp and so on and so forth his playing Styles very but you can also say dingly ran is one of the most stable unemotional chess players and ding oftentimes goes from down to up so in the candidates he lost to yawn in the very first game a 14 Round tournament he got demolished in the first game I'm sure he was suffering from jet lag the flight he he came to Spain like two days before the games began which was crazy to me and he got second place by the end there's chances of finishing in the top two were like two percent after that first round game people wrote him off completely so he doesn't go from top down he goes the opposite way and if he loses he might come back but the truth is I don't know the truth is it's it's going to be an interesting match and it's also disappointing we're not going to get Magnus in it yeah what do you think about him stepping away from uh the world championship are you a romantic about the World Championships no I'm not a romantic about anything I don't think I I can't imagine what dark that went dark quickly I don't think I'm sophisticated enough to be a romantic I think I uh you know I I taught chess and now I make YouTube videos I'm not qualified on the subject of Romanticism but I you don't think it's a beautiful game chess yeah no I think I I think it is a beautiful there you go I got you yeah is that is that considered being a romantic yeah I was seeing the beauty in the you can be like Bach and seeing the math and the music so you can see the beauty the magic I think I see beauty in certain types of chess for sure not in all chess so I'll partially romantic part-time romance yeah yeah so what I mean what what do you feel about Magnus stepping away from the world championships disappointing but understandable can you still man his case what what's what's understandable about it to you I don't think it's as prestigious as it could be I don't think the world championship yeah yeah why does Magnus still sign everything as world champion then that's a good point that that he did just put out a statement and he did but he does it everywhere else too does he really yeah like world champion right world champion I don't know World Championship World chess champion maybe it's just because he he he wanted but he thinks that the journey to the top ones again to maintain the status quo has lost its appeal well you know what the example that I like to I like to make I I'm a big fan of UFC so we've never really seen with the exception of George St-Pierre walking and and could be but khabib was kind of a different story walking away from a belt at the absolute Zenith of their career but also in the UFC Champions are extremely well taken care of and the Champions have some of the best some of the best lives of course you can argue not all Champions you can say some of the lower weight divisions yes but what I'm saying is a lot of them get all the sponsors they get massive massive paydays they're International celebrities I don't think chess has that in fact the world championship of Chess prize fund has not changed much in like 40 years so you could probably make more money on uh on YouTube yes playing randos not randos but other having fun and playing challenging really challenging games playing other super Grand Masters like and ad hoc events uh or maybe a little bit organized events but not the world championship yeah and still and still have a lot of fun make a lot of money um get everybody excited all that kind of stuff yeah so for Magna specifically and we're using him because he's the world champion if you tally if he wins every tournament that he plays in over the course of a year which is really not even that crazy of an estimate because that's really how it seems sometimes yeah I don't know how much money that is I haven't tallied but if he dedicated an entire year to being managed on social media and doing various things and growing all his Brands and getting sponsor deals I think he would make five times more than being the world champion which is crazy yeah but money isn't everything I know that's that's totally available dedicate their whole life to winning the Olympics the Olympics is a funny it's an interesting one too because like I didn't even watch the the Olympics as carefully as I usually do this year yeah yeah neither it's it's really strange I'm not sure why that is when during covid I'm not sure that's that was weird I don't know if it's losing its magic part of it is also the people that own the Olympics and the way they distribute it they make it a little bit more difficult to watch like it should in my opinion it should all be just available on YouTube and uh easily accessible it's like the difference between like uh SpaceX and and uh some other organ like even NASA just SpaceX is better at streaming their launches and commentating them and it they've made NASA better as well but just like the ability it sounds ridiculous but making it more frictionless for people to watch get excited to share all that kind of stuff yeah like I'm not exactly sure where the magic like balances between the The Classy traditional World Championships and the kind of dramatic exciting streamer world and it feels like for for the World Championships to be relevant they have to find that balance yeah well this recent one had I was it's pretty good commentating yeah no I I'm not I'm not even necessarily talking about myself there was a lot of that was the worst part for me you did amazing yeah I appreciate that it was a lot of uh I was a big arms race so every major chess platform try to get one super Grand Master you name it they were they were basically involved and to to go back to that point yeah I the big question is money and if if Magnus is not motivated by money if the price went for the next World Championship was 10 million dollars would he play it if he says no Then it must be something else it must just be a matter of something's not worth it it's not worth you got to take him with his word and his word is like there's too much stress to the little sample play yeah like I want to play many more times yeah he wants to play more he wants to kill him yeah exactly yeah more shorter games like where you can um increase the possibility of Pure Chess whatever the heck that means if we can't go back to the first carp of Kasparov match which they have to stop due to health concerns I mean the guy went down five nil and it was first to six wins and draws didn't count so draws didn't amass to the total score there was no best of system so what happened there the match went something like seven eight months Kasparov started making a comeback after being down five nothing he was five three and they called it off they called it off they said both players are in poor health conditions because far of stormed down yelled that this is a farce and but the match was 50 games long it would even more maybe I made a video and I don't even remember how many games it was it was so long can you imagine Bobby Fischer wanted something almost as extreme draw Stone Calendar's first one to ten wins and if it's nine nine the world champion retains his title so you have to beat the world champion 10-8 that's the only way so you don't like that but I it's just grueling I don't know maybe I like it for the YouTube Recaps but do I like it for the players do I like it for general public no sure yes three four hours right you imagine your favorite tennis match was six months long what are we doing yeah yeah there's still a magic to the world championship I wish they could make it some interesting they make it work somehow but Matt I think Magnus is really challenging fee day and everybody else to step up and try to figure that out which is great ultimately um who would you say is the greatest of all time can you can you make the case imagine casparov can make the case for casparov can you make the case for Magnus Carlsen uh Bobby Fischer tall in my opinion you can make a case for Magnus Gary and Bobby Fischer I'm not one of the folks that's like I mean capablanca was brilliant you can argue steinits was brilliant but as uh I think I think it was it's probably Kasparov and Magnus has a chance to overtake it so the longevity is really important to you when you're thinking about this yes I think so I think Magnus is very very close like it's it's extremely close what would be the magic you gotta get that sixth one I'm just kidding so the World Championships matter it's kind of like basketball right Rings it's all comes down to how many rings did this person win what about well basketball doesn't have this the number of years is number one right like uh rating sorry yeah uh like there's a there is a which is what Magnus really likes is like there is a nice system of raiding of who is ranked number one and has to do not with some championships or low sample tournaments it has to do with General game after game after game helps estimate more accurately the ELO rating so yeah he's been world number one for I think 11 years right which is still less than because Gary was world number one for 20 years yeah which is which is quite wild but still lower rating I think than Magnus now right yeah I think rating in general has sort of allegedly it got inflated yeah is that true is this true to that I think so I don't I can't speak to how exactly it happened but it also happens online if you go back just three or four years I think some of the best Blitz players on let's say shows.com were 27 2800 and now they're 3200 I think it's just sort of what happens but I I don't exactly know uh I will mention that there was a very strange change not exactly sure when the year was in fide so over the board chess where if you were under the age of 16 or 18 years old one of those two and you were below 2300 okay your rating change Factor was three to four times higher so just imagine that means Magnus has a rating change factor of of let's say one I have a reading change Factor also of one anybody over the rating 2400 has the same rating change Factor uh what is uh the rating change Factor so if you win yeah there's a formula and basically let's say at the very base level five point change if your rating change factor is one you beat somebody you gain five points those kids who were under 18 and under 2300 the rating change Factor was four so their ratings were going out four times higher and four times like up and down compared to normal folks and there was a there was one teenager in the US in particular who in one month played a bunch of tournaments with his rating change Factor and became nearly rated 2640 which is top 50 in the world it was just a random teenager from the United States he became a grand master ultimately but he bled like 90 points down because his rating was so inflated and this the k-40 exists now I mean you have many kids who out of nowhere 2100 2100 2400 after you know one good month like what so that's interesting that's like uh similar to like how Tick Tock inflates your virality early on doesn't well yeah like I I and well at least the rumor is like they want you to get engaged and I thought there was even artificial likes and so on that they want you to get that dopamine addiction so maybe they want to throw you if you're really passionate about Chess they want you to throw you to the Sharks by artificially inflating you inflating your rating and maybe that gets you into the game much more intensely Maybe fair I wonder how many like backdoor feeding meetings there are with cigars and so that that was uh the factors determined by who who does the the ELO rating who changes this stuff yeah who knows it's probably those Lee chess anarchists exactly I think they wanna I think they wanna they wanna stay away from that stuff but so there's a guy named Hans Neiman yep and uh he beat Magnus Carlsen recently yeah it has been already what is it was it August September 4th oh it was September so he beat him twice right recently once is the allegations the by the internet that Hans Neiman cheated and then the second time uh Magnus played a few moves and forfeited and resigned well there's actually so there's three okay sorry no no yeah can we go through this yes yes yes so they play a live Esports event in Miami Miami Beach yes Eden Rock that's where I actually interviewed Magnus yeah that's where that was Oh by weird circumstance I found myself in Miami unrelated to chess event and uh yeah it was a very dramatic event for me for various reasons one of which the camera stopped working halfway through the conversation so I thought yeah I saw that I also side note I really respect how you write comments pin them at the top you add time stamps you're like very true professional I am the complete opposite on YouTube when I'm off the camera so I dig in the mud from when I started on YouTube in 2020 I in June like May June 2020 I had no subscribers so I got to a million in a year I had a lot of people analyzing my every move all of my small flaws and I I love getting hate comments because you pin you pin is it the comet of Shame that's what it was it's been named over the years by by folks I never called it that but yeah it's it's pin of Shame and it's a shame yes it's been tough because now people pretend to write hate comments just to get attention so like anything the public ruin the good thing but it started that way it started with people just shredding me to bits calling me spin-offs of this and that and um I think I'm I'm a human more than I am a Creator an influencer an attention seeker like I'm just a person so to me even at the size of 1.6 million subscribers now September 2022 I don't understand that I've gotten big and that I shouldn't do this stuff and that I should be Beyond it or I shouldn't be checking my social media as much as I do and interacting one-on-one I'm still very much a human being and my guilty pleasure my way of killing time if I'm not laying on the couch and playing some jazz Blitz Games off stream is I just interact with people who say nice things and who say horrible things and I really like to get into the head of the people who say the terrible things now sometimes you can sometimes they are truly Trolls but sometimes people just they just they just really hate you so what's the successful what's a successful interaction with the person that's uh trolling you what's like at the end of that Hero Journey that you were uh yeah partaking in what's what's like what's the top of the mountain look like is the troll conquered and broken mentally not no not meant I don't wanna I don't want to defeat I I honestly sometimes somebody writes a very long comment I'll just I'll respond with a question mark yeah oh so you're you're you see each other's like like a brother and sister you're gonna travel together on this journey of deep meaning like introspection what does this mean yeah I've had people write I can't quote now but something about my Persona my behavior this and that and I just like respond to them and I say hey it sounds crazy that a large Creator might do something like this but this kind of goes back to you you speak to folks on a very respectful way if you make a mistake you completely own up to it so I have this sometimes these one-on-one interactions where I say I think you're reading too much into this I think you're kind of you don't understand maybe some of my humorous sarcasm as such so you form this opinion that I'm this kind of a person this and that and now you're sort of anything I do you're trying to attach to that reasoning and here you are writing this lengthy essay of why nobody should watch my content and sometimes people go you know what I think you have a point maybe I should relax a little bit yeah I would love I would love to sort of interview and understand the lives of the the folks that post that kind of stuff I mean they're human beings they have interesting Journeys also I think they often don't realize I think they don't realize their comment will be read by anybody especially you maybe they think like they also don't realize you're a human being I feel like that's yeah it's it's so interesting to watch it like uh some guy because I posted on Twitter for like a minute uh that I'm talking to you and asking for questions I I deleted that tweet because 95 of the people were talk about cheating talk about the cheating all right I got it thank you this is not going to be helpful at all so I was like all right but in that time like there's one comment which I'm it's hilarious to me that you found that one comment the one comment says like this seems like a waste of time or something like why lame guest lame guests yes lame guess and then used like responded something like with a question mark yeah yeah I wrote wow my lame guests let's talk about this yeah I was like why am I a lame guest and he responded he responded even after you deleted this what do you say he said he doesn't know what value I would bring because I just make videos about chess games yeah and that's true you've had some absolutely brilliant people on but I also looked at this gentleman's profile and he his he was one of the folks that put things about his family and God and His politics in his Twitter bio and I started thinking maybe I said something in some video and I made a joke about religion or something just some offhand five second thing somewhere that someone turns me into just an absolute outcast in their household they can no longer watch me and that has happened yeah that has happened I'll record a 30 minute video and I'll make a joke about something and some phrasing and that's it I've lost the viewer forever and they will let me know they will write me an email and I just don't think people should be that serious yeah there's some of that because I'll I've seen people say that sometimes about me but I see it more with others they'll say uh you know I used to be like Joe Rogan guess this uh yeah I used to be a huge fan of Joe Rogan until he said this right it's like one is um first I do wonder if you were ever really a big fan that's that's one question mark I have but the other is like I think when you should be more lenient with each other in terms of how much stupid shit we say and and you know if you actually I wish people were able to sort of introspect on their own on the OWN on the stupid shit they say themselves like to have a little bit of empathy like I wish there was a way to read all the emails you've ever written and just to see or maybe do a search engine for all the stupid shit you've said in emails in the past and like summarize it and to reveal it to yourself that like you have bad days you have good days you have emotional days uh you have stoic days you have sometimes you have like uh you take very different political views than you do in other days and it's like it's all over the place and if you're a Creator if you're putting stuff out all the time you're gonna have those and you're you're still you're still full like complex bag of emotions and thoughts and ideas and contradictions and all that like you shouldn't judge a person by a single statement and even if when you do you should try to infer the best possible interpretation of that statement I feel like that that's just a healthier way to interact with the world than with other humans it's like I wonder what's the best possible interpretation of the thing they just tweeted or they said like what let's let's imagine that the person saying those words is actually a really good human being and what do they mean when they said that thing about anal beads so good for so long yeah right uh or what whatever it is like you know they didn't mean to be offensive to the sexuality of a certain group they're just talking about they're talking shit about anal B it's like they're not uh like sometimes it's humor sometimes it's actually genuinely uh embodying like a political viewpoint and like walking with it thinking through it for a few days like like taking it seriously empathizing not just for a brief moment but for a time like walking with an idea and allowing yourself to express it like playing doubles out I do that all the time with yourself or with myself yeah in conversation I do too and I find I have to say I'm playing Devil's Advocate like you have to be very explicit but with myself I'll just do it in my head like I have different voices like you know uh obviously it just in I've been getting so much information so many thoughts in all the complexities of the war in Ukraine for example and all the different voices within Ukraine I just interviewed hundreds of people and they have very different perspectives in nuanced ways about the War uh some are full of hate some are full of love like hate for the other love for their own country love for family and tradition all of it it's a beautiful mix and I have to walk I have to like carry those ideas in my head and empathize with them deeply and then I have to listen to people that live elsewhere that live in India they have a very different perspective there's a lot of people in India that have a very different perspective the people in Ukraine and so I don't know and some of that will bleed out into the thoughts I expressed publicly and um like when people judge you harshly for it it first of all me as a human being is psychologically difficult uh but also it makes me less willing to be fragile I still try to be strong enough to be fragile in front of the camera just say like say things that are on my mind even if I know it's going to create uh people that are going to be like ruthlessly negative towards me so I tried to wear my heart on my sleeve and still try to be fragile but it's harder you're going to pay a psychological cost like like I'm you know in some sense I try to be tough but like I could be a softy in that in like certain certain like attacks can get to me so I'm surprised that they don't get I mean do does some negativity get to you or is this the way you deal with it by responding uh like that's that guy's saying like what value does talking to let me add to the world yeah no but that was I mean that was so good I was looking at I was thinking at various moments ever you went to jump in and I was I was kind of letting letting you speak one of the things I wanted to mention was it's significantly simpler to talk about Chess than it is to talk about some of the things you talk about and you have a big responsibility because you have to absorb information like a sponge but you also then need to present it in a way where you potentially have an opinion while trying to be fair to everybody and you're talking about things that will literally never please everybody just literally what else are you going to talk about some issues that are going to get out there into the and people are going to watch it the eyes right the years of of millions of people and not everybody is going to be satisfied and these are issues where people are going to be much more likely to speak up in all sorts of ways tremendous support or tremendous hatred vitriol and God knows what else yeah you you it's one of the reasons I'm I'm Blown Away to even be sitting here frankly because up until a few months ago you weren't talking to you know you I'm not saying you weren't talking to but you hadn't spoken to chess players you were speaking to people who were doing much more substantial things in the world I I appreciate the humility there just to me is incredible it's a beautiful game but I think the reason comments hurt is not I mean they hurt no matter what to me like not to me because I'm in a simpler space so if it's chess based criticism it doesn't hit as hard no if you had a podcast about anal beads no I'm just I'm launching this if you had a podcast watching a new podcast photography you gotta you gotta realize like it wouldn't it wouldn't be the same way you talk about potentially existential things you talk about uh cyber you know things things in cyber security or or AI or people who are massive uh heads of companies that are just inherently going to be a bit more controversial so that I can't imagine being in your shoes because you have so many complex emotions about situations where you may not necessarily agree with everything that someone has said publicly but you still invite them for a conversation because they're a human being it's totally different likes I don't know I not the way I experience it to me I think what hurts is it's not even on my because I'm super self-critical usually way more than the internet can be it's that like human beings can be cruel to each other so like the reason it hurts for some reason is like this almost like this disappointment in people they don't give each other a chance so in that sense the negativity doesn't have to be about Ukraine or geopolitics it could be about the silliest of things I said and like to me it's like why why be mean to each other in a context where the mean doesn't like it's out of place because I for example there is like a gaming culture where they just talk shit to each other Non-Stop I think it's more acceptable there it seems to fit it seems to be funnier there in the like uh when streamers talk shit to each other I've been listening to several streamers recently and it's like it somehow Works a little better even if they're just like cruel to each other it makes more sense um but I think what people are genuinely trying to educate or to help and so on and you still get the shitty comments I don't know it makes me sad no it doesn't it it doesn't make me it doesn't make me sad I think part of that is also the way I was brought up so I was I skipped kindergarten so I was always the smallest kid and you're picked on I was picked on and then I did picking so I had kind of both in my life I kind of know I went home from summer camp crying and I also made a kid cry once in fourth grade so I had the balance and a physical or mental abuse or both verbal verbal no I didn't beat anybody up I was Tiny I think the kid in the younger grade was bigger than I was and he still broke him because I was an ass yeah I so I had to use my mental Warfare I had to use my words I had to be and growing up I my parents blew when I was super young and I played chess so all things that make you super self-trustworthy like you believe your first instinct you don't listen to what other people tell you and if people give you advice say okay I'm gonna think about that I'm not going to go in and do that I wasn't impressionable you couldn't convince me to do something that stuck to this day my wife has had to deconstruct some of my stubbornness I didn't even realize was incredible stubbornness it's just something that you you brought up with so to me that stuff doesn't bother me and it's it's so the voices of others don't shake you quite they can'
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